Blessed Are the Poor in Spirit

A Serve Sunday in Baltimore, conversations with those in recovery, and a reminder of Jesus’ words: “Blessed are the poor in spirit.”

Kevin Li

Helping Up Mission is a Christian organization that ministers to the unhoused population in the Baltimore area. More than food and shelter, they offer a comprehensive spiritual recovery program that involves the 12-step recovery process, biblical discipleship classes, workforce development and even life skill training. Their goal is to “graduate” their members so that they are completely free from drug addiction and capable of living independently and holding down a job.

We found out about Helping Up Mission through Abby, one of our church members who is currently a medical student at the University of Maryland in Baltimore. She has a heart for the unhoused and has been regularly volunteering to serve the unhoused population in Baltimore with her classmates. When she told my wife Kelly and I about Helping Up Mission, we thought it would be a good opportunity to involve our international students at the University of Maryland in College Park. Most of our students are PhD students, meaning that they are often stuck in lab (sometimes 70 hours a week) and locked into their research. Because of that, we thought this would be a good experience of serving and growing their heart for others. Last Sunday, we took a group of our staff and students to Helping Us Mission as part of a Serve Sunday. We started with a focus time led by Abby who shared her heart for the unhoused. She shared from the story of Jesus healing the leper, reminding us of God’s compassion and the power of our presence as we give our undivided attention to the people at the shelter. From there, the bros went to the men’s shelter and the sisters to the women’s shelter. At the men’s shelter, we started off serving food to everyone who lived there, passing out around 100 meals. All the years of food prep at our church immediately kicked in. The kitchen crew kept saying how awesome we were at serving the food. (At one point, they even told us to slow down because we were putting together the chicken sandwiches so fast that they were getting cold before the men could pick up the food tray.) After we finished serving all the food, we had some time left to sit with the men in the cafeteria and get to know them. During this time, our staff and students got to have extended conversations with some of the men and hear their stories. One of our students, who is typically more quiet and reserved, even prayed for one of them as this man opened up about his past and brokenness within his family.

It was during this time that I met Mr. D. As I sat down next to him, he wasn’t suspicious or guarded at all. Our conversation covered a variety of topics - such as how Baltimore has changed over the years in some ways, but in other ways, it hasn’t changed at all (he hinted that he could easily find trouble if he ever went out looking for it). Eventually, he opened up about his family and his drug addiction. He said his sister is a health professional, and because of that, she is hard on him when it comes to his drug addiction. As a health professional, I joked with him that we are trained to lecture at our patients. He laughed and said that he just wished his sister understood him more. At this point in the conversation, I felt comfortable enough to tell him that if anyone could understand him, it would be Jesus. He responded by saying, “I know that’s right.” As we wrapped up our conversation, Mr. D expressed his appreciation for us coming and got up to bus his food tray. What I didn’t expect was that he would come back, give me a big man hug and say, “Keep me in your prayers, man. I need them.” After we left the shelter, we had a debrief time with our staff and students. The stories we shared of the people we met at the shelter echoed that of Mr. D. Listening to these stories, I personally felt blessed as I thought about the people we got to connect with. It occurred to me that everyone there had something in common when it came to their spiritual condition - they had hit rock bottom and became desperate for change. They then humbled themselves to get help and enrolled into an intensive Christian recovery program at Helping Up Mission. I believe all of that led them to be honest about their past failures, open to God and even appreciative of our presence there. Indeed, as Jesus taught, blessed are the poor in spirit. And I believe that their life stories were also a blessing to our international students. Our students are usually surrounded by people who rarely are poor in spirit. As graduate students, they interact daily with those who are accomplished, ambitious and competitive. Because of that, I am proud of the students who stepped out of their comfort zone and showed up to serve. It allowed them to share in God’s heart for the poor and needy, and as they did so, they got to experience the blessing of dying to themselves and serving the needs of others.

Kevin serves in the University of Maryland 4Corners ministry